[ they'd all ended up in the same living area after all, Jiujiu and him and his parents all in the same house. and Jin Ling's adjusting to the thought that his parents are actually here. alive, available and present.
it's an odd feeling, after having worked up a life time of tantrums and sadness and feeling incredibly lonely. he's not sure what to do with the elated feeling in his chest, though he lets it settle there, alongside the anxious nervousness that comes with interacting with people you've loved as a distant memory and now get the chance to spend time with.
currently he's holed himself up in his room, ready to go to sleep, but unable to calm his jitters, alone with his thoughts. it's overwhelming and awkward to see his parents and speak to them and he's still working on his emotions, how to even act around them. he doesn't want to mess it up, doesn't want to say the wrong things. he's already done it once, so naturally he's apprehensive still. ]
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it's an odd feeling, after having worked up a life time of tantrums and sadness and feeling incredibly lonely. he's not sure what to do with the elated feeling in his chest, though he lets it settle there, alongside the anxious nervousness that comes with interacting with people you've loved as a distant memory and now get the chance to spend time with.
currently he's holed himself up in his room, ready to go to sleep, but unable to calm his jitters, alone with his thoughts. it's overwhelming and awkward to see his parents and speak to them and he's still working on his emotions, how to even act around them. he doesn't want to mess it up, doesn't want to say the wrong things. he's already done it once, so naturally he's apprehensive still. ]